main de (;

sorry

2010-09-25T22:57:00.009+08:00

sorry for the lat post due to examS!!
Stress.. will be back soon!!

22 sep 2010

2010-09-24T22:50:00.010+08:00

Sorry for the late post as these few days have no time to post.. basically, these photos r taken on 22 september which is on NIAN QI'S BIRTHDAY AND LANTERN FESTIVAL.

we went to hougang mall to eat pepper luch for dinner and proceed on to the park to play candles. really fun. hope JUNTING and NIANQI enjoyed themselves too (:

after tat, went home for celebration..

SISTER"S photos!! ♥ (:

Homed!!! FAMILY photos!! ♥

Baby..

2010-09-07T16:31:00.005+08:00

Baby.. u suddenly came.. totally shocked.. thank you for the cake.. but.. don waste money next time okay?

omg.. baby.. i love you. thank you so much...

this cake is baby design derhs. thank you bii.. i love you ♥♥

sian..

2010-09-07T14:06:00.002+08:00

Aww.. i'm rotting at home.. super sian.. i lazy do homework.
hais. how i wish holiday pass faster.. yea.. took some pics to make my blog alive.

CCA

2010-09-04T12:22:00.003+08:00

Basically, yesterday went to cca. got my sgt rank!!! Whoo~~ hahahas.. then do the total defence silver.. the drawing done by mie, berlin and jannah. (:

then go library slack.. play cluedo.. although idk how play.. but still very fun :D
then slack with joseph they all.. then kanna scolded by teacher.. Zzz.. wth.. nvm.. enjoy pictures (: ♥

thank you (:

2010-09-02T19:19:00.002+08:00

Basically, today never go to sch.. cos got piano test.. i'm prepared.. but idk y.. just donno wth happen.. i super scared during the journey there.. even shed tears. donno for wat.. lols..

then msging baby.. tks for the words.. ask mie not to scared all those.. and u came find mie without telling mie.. surprised and shocked.. lost at words.. haiz.. i confirm fail liaos.. i forget how to play those pieces and sing and clap wrongly.. it's so.. haiz..

nvm.. still, tks baby.. hahas.. sorry mummy.. i think i this time gonna fail liaos.. i will try harder next time. i promised!! baby.. thank you.. the chocolate very nice (:hahahas..

ok luh.. i go cool down by taking photos..
see...

alright. i gtg out le.. byes (:

i don understand..

2010-09-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

can anyone tell mie why does parents care so much abt wat ppl says? why cant we lead our own life and let others live their own life also? you noe, being compared by u guys, how hurt r we? u noe wat u guys says or did hurt us too?

will u all just don be like tat. it's dam irritating.. i hate all this. wat i want is our own life. stop listening to wat others says. as long as we r happy, stand together. i believe we will be much more happier and i would be able to share things with u guys.. i created blog is for mie to write wat i wan as i cant tell u guys..

but... yet you guys came my blog and read it. can you give mie some privacy pls? or even if u read, just treat it as u didn't read can? this life is dam torturing. and.. facebook.. youngsters now also write alot things post alot things. why stop mie from saying wat and doing wat? wat is this? i wan wat i wan. but u guys didn't give wat i wan.

i wan LOVE from u guys. did u show it to mie? let mie feel it? wat you'll do is just scolding scolding and scolding. i'm not happy at all. instead, being with you guys i'm stress.. exams.. i get good results.. did you praise mie? i did badly.. wat u'll do? scold mie, nag mie, say i no use and stop mie this and tat.

why cant u guys let mie be happy? HAPPY. is it difficult? no.. from friends.. although they're not as close as u guys, although they cant compared our love with them, yet they can make mie happy. be there for mie. support mie. when i cry, they comfort mie. we laugh together, do work together, play together. this is wat i wan.

i noe there're limits to us. but can just treat mie as ur friends? so tat i can share things with you. won get scolding from u. u can nag mie. but not all times. i noe u guys love mie. but this is not the love i wans. i feel so useless.. in everything. am i important? or am i just a piece of shit?

i don wan u guys to threaten mie. but wat you did? is just threatening.. this isn't wat i want. sometimes.. i wan share my feelings abt some things.. but your mood? tell u only get scolding. i share some things with u guys, u'll will say negative things to mie. by all kind of ways. just arrow shoot mie. everything my fault. so i chose not to tell anymore..

my birthday.. wat u did? yes. most memorable birthday man. how much u hurt mie? you donno.. i burst into tears when yous student talk to mie. u noe? i don think so.. when i need you guys. you'll will only be ther for mie for awhile. after tat jiu scold mie again.. i wan u guys to be by my side all times..

i may appears to be don wan this and tat.. but in my heart.. i guess u guys should noe more than anyone else.. because i'm your .....

pls. i love you'll.. but give mie some space..
live for ourself.. as long as we're happy..
pls don care or bother wat others think or say abt us..

2010-09-01T21:30:00.001+08:00

Helloo..

2010-09-01T14:57:00.003+08:00

hey helos!! finally.. i've made my blog alive again :D so many things happen . hahas.
reply taggs (:

Richie: helos. tkstks (:

JUNTING: helos darling!! <33

Shandyy: tks dumbo <33

Jinhuaa: hellos!! tks (:

TanXueTing: tks tks (:

Esther: done done (:

Jolyn: thank you (:

Eunice(:: yes. you're (:

wei chang: nah. it's okay (:

xue ting: haha.. tks tks (:

ok.. i tired le.. will post again soon. :D

Boo...

2010-07-24T12:02:00.005+08:00

Yesterday.. after adam khoo workshop.. waiting for cab. stole this from junting blog. hope you don mind (:

Thursday. took it during adam khoo workshop.. stole from nianqi de blog. hope u don mind ya (:

Wednesday.. we celebrated racial harmony.. those pics (:

2010-07-10T23:30:00.014+08:00

Today went out with eunice, jolyn and yushan! to see the things to buy and more.
went around.. fun! first time going out with them so long.
hahas. enjoyed. took photos (:
Enjoy! (:

Last week.. (:

went out with nianqi and junting. then went to eat dinner and shop with family..

these are some photos (:

enjoy!!

universal studios & yesterday outing (:

2010-06-28T19:45:00.018+08:00

yesterday didn't go cca... so, mie, berlin, junting and nianqi went out (:
we went hougang first. then junting gave mie a surprise. she bought a school bag for mie. tks junting!!! LOVES(:

then went kovan... only awhile. after tat, went to farrer park.
the city square mall. went there eat slack and play!
hahas!! went home at 5 plus? had great with u girls.
hope monday berlin can join us too(:

Last sat, ahyi brought mie and mummy and bro go universal studios to celebrate my birthday!

had alot alot of funs.

hope to go again!!! played many games and spent alot of $$$!!!

enjoys those pics ya! (:

reply tags(:

2010-06-23T20:51:00.002+08:00

Jolyn: @bryan yah. lol.but still chicken wing :B
> lol luh. you two very cute...

Shandyy: Dumbo , Tagged @ seeyou soon in sch .
>tkstks... see you too (:

papa-shaine: only 1 week left u highlight for wad
>i never highlight=="

Esther: relink relink !
>okok (:

bryan-jolyn: is not wing anyway,u were eating the drum part when she ask u to take photo wif her.
>still part of it...

Jolyn: hey bryan must write properly wor. is chicken wing~ not chicken hahahas~ yeah lo. so nice can
>of cos it's nice... (:

xue ting: Tagged!(:
>tkstks!! (:

Eunice(:: YESYES! So touched! your first tag for me. -cries-
>hahahas! no need cry (:

Esther: hello hornybiatch ^^v
>hie hornybiatch!!! (:

bryan-jolyn: cuz u was busy eating chicken
>ya lor!

Jolyn: i look like i'm forced to take the pic w you
>woah... how can like tat say ): i cry le luh

ViGaN FrOm WiThIn: Hey hey !! tagg tagg fer u ... lol take cares
>tks!!! tagged you back too le (:

Jolyn: kaboom ! i look weird man~~~~
>Boo!!! no luh(:

Jessliine(:: TAGGED FOR YOU ^^ takecares <3
>tks!!! tagged back too (:

post!!!

2010-06-20T21:29:00.013+08:00

today wake up at 8 plus... dam tired!!! went to church then went air port eat lunch.
after tat went home change jacket then went out with nianqi...

below alot pics oh.. do enjoy (:

had dinner&dance last night!

it was fun.. hahas.

kanna lucky draw 6th prize. won ps3.. hahas!!

enjoy the pics.. (:

bbq

2010-06-17T22:27:00.012+08:00

woke up early. then bath all tat. meet 3N1 ppl!! (:
then went hougang fair price buy prawns. then go xueting hse take things. dam heavy!
after tat on call cab 2424 and 3724 to the pit.

at first boring.. but later part, fun!! BBQED alot .. very nice.
then i went off cos got family dinner.
enjoy those pictures ya!!

wat's wrong today sia?

2010-06-16T20:28:00.007+08:00

woke up at 10? then chiong all the way. lols.
went hougang>far east plaza>cineleisure>parkway parade>compass>home sweet home! :D

i noe those picts very ugly.. as in mie. lols. but still, enjoy ya ? (:

Chalet...

2010-06-15T22:50:00.006+08:00

went out with family... hahas. fun fun. went e-hub... zi bing joined us. eat superdog. very nice (:
then went walk ard finding the chalet place...
called regent and asked... very long then finally found.

after tat saw them there... then awhile they left. played cards with them.
elliot called. cant find too. say he at beach. so we went there find him.
in the end he reached there first!!!

then jiu go home.. now posting (:
enjoy!!!

Happy!

2010-06-14T20:38:00.003+08:00

hey guys...
today no photos... hahahs.
home>compass>vivo>compass>compass>homee!!!

went to watch karate kid with baby. hahas. fun fun. then twinie and her baby also watching! but the bought wrong... as in the person give the wrong time to them -.-

the show was very nice!!! LOVE it!!! tired le... tmr still need go out. i try post pic tmr (:
bye~

baby, i enjoy with you today (:

Yesterday

2010-06-13T19:39:00.006+08:00

woke up at 10 like tat then rush to bath and everything.. meet elliot and jun wen at rumbia to take kevin dad car.. (mr lim) to kay siang road for yog photo and uniform thing luh. saw anutie miki and her family.

and. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AUNTIT MIKI(:
after tat went to far east plaza then bugis shop, lan then headed home with kevin (:
had a great chat with him ya?. lols. hahas!
enjoy ~

Thursday...

2010-06-13T18:42:00.009+08:00

went to east coast with FAMILY and Helena Auntie. after tat went Parkway Parade... hahahas (: fun fun... hope will have more family outings!!!

i gonna go for dinner now... post the others later ... ^^

Escape

2010-06-10T13:13:00.010+08:00

alright. yesterday went out with SISTERS (: had lots and lots of fun... went out early in the morning and return late at night. let's plan for more ya ! ^^

WHoo~

2010-06-07T15:15:00.011+08:00

yesterday went to compass>plaza sing>hougang plaza>hougang mall>compass>home (:
had lots of fun... but junting left early... took lots of photos!!! alot funny de also!!! enjoy (:

my hair... and some others.

2010-05-30T21:04:00.003+08:00

days at vietnam

2010-05-30T19:24:00.015+08:00

days at vietnam... very hot there... but ok luh. enjoyed??? cos bought alot things and eat alot (: alright!!!

photos!!! (: enjoy...

helos

2010-05-16T14:50:00.002+08:00

if 1 day i'm gone silently, would anyone finds out tat i'm not there anymore?will you care? will you be sad?or you will be freaking happy? but if 1 day i suddenly didn't come school or cant reached mie, all i want to say de is : boy. pls take care of yourself. have more confidence in yourself.don be so stubborn. think twice. don make the same mistake as you did anymore.no matter where i am or wat you have become, i will still love you and (shou hu zhe ni). sisters: tks for bring with mie supporting mie all these times. u guys really cheered mie up alots. tks sisters ! love you guys 4eva! close friends: tks for supporting mie. telling mie wat to do and even tried to make mie and him together again. tks! <33 tkd ppl: tks elliot! you've been always there for mie.other tkd ppl too.tks for making mie being happy all these times. hey guys, i will remember you all in my heart forever. especially boy.... forever in my heart....... and, boy: regarding tat thing, believe or not i've helped you alot. instead of appreciating it, u said things tat hurt mie... nvm. it's my retribution for lying to you. but REMEMBER: you will have your retribution 1 day too! you will suffer like how i'm now!

I MISS YOU!

2010-04-24T14:36:00.003+08:00

hey guys. sorry long time never post again due to my mood luhs....

baby... now u outside.. with ur friends. i'm so worried. and scared. afraid tat u mightt..... it's not tat i don trust u. is i don trust others... waiting for ur msges... waiting so ...... argh! u weren't like this last time. idk y cant u let him noe we patch? wat's gonna do with him?
is mie and u de prob. he has nth to do with it at all luhs...

aiya... idk luhs... i only noe tat i am missing you like helll now.... i wanted to go out with u. wanted to be alone with u more. and ur msges. r getting colder and colder. wat is this? i've been trying to change myself... to be more good to u. but, in return?? wat i get?

u only treat mie good when i'm beside u or with u. but by the rest?? nahs..... even talking oon phone now also don have le. you're so cold towards mie most of the time. although sometimes you're stil sweet....

when u go out last time, u will msg mie no matter wat u r doing. no matter how busy u r de... i miss u. Shawn Ng... i love you. pls come home as soon as possible... i'm worried... very worry. .. . haiz... BABY!!!! ARGH!!! your msg... make my tears roll down my cheekks. wth!

i'm sorry. perhaps i'm too sensitive... but this shows tat i really love u. u go and think... how long we never go out together le? really de go out. not after school de go out.. u go think... how long liao. it's like so long till..... arghhs!!!! MISSING YOU LUHS...

idk wat else to say. my heart totally....... haiz!!!

baby, i want back last time de you. i misses last time de you. come back please. i'm not strong. not strong enough to support all by myself. i'm falling down.... falling really very. like totally deadd.... i'm wondering.... do u still love mie? miss mie? treat mie important too? all your promises and say de things r all broken. promises r not meant to be broken de. baby.. i simply wants back last time de you. can you? let's start . like how we first started off when we first stead. it's really so memorable.. those time. i hope tat times can turn back to last time. so tat so many things wont be able to happen. and we will still be as sweet as last time. i've not been sleeping well. hoping tat u will msg mie. whenever at night, my phone vibrates, i will auto wake up and see... see if the one msging mie is you ma. i really wanna us to be together forever. can we? my dear baby... i really miss you.... pls remember... to msg mie. i will be waiting for you to msg mie de. you take care alrights. please give us a chance. god!!! please... i please you...

bye....

2010-04-17T10:41:00.004+08:00

yesterday after school went to find mr larry lee for counselling. argh! actually everything is fine de. but after his talk to mie, i definitely changed. after donno how long de counsel, mie and nq went hougang.

everything was fun... hahahas!! saw yq. donno he saw us ma. first pool second lan. after tat went to hougang mall outside. nq buy meesua. then we went swing. played .listen music . after playing, went back to hougang mall again. nq go buy sth eat again. then sit there. after tat went to donnio where. she buy sushi...

hahas. then went to the highest level. went to arcade, but i don feel like playing. so slack and took pictures. funny pictures indeed!!! then went down 5 plus? saw him __ wth!!! spoilt my mood. but fun yea? we go down escalator. he actually wanna come up. but he walk away.

hahas
then went to 1 shop. we come out then he go in. then we at outside see things. after tat went to nq hse outside wait her bath. then slack till 7 plus. she pei mie wait bus. then she went tuition. uhahaha!!!

took bus 27 which is dam freaking wth! MEMORIES!!! all memories. then msged quite alot ppl. so i wont think negatively. till hp no batt,. just nice reach tamp le. then mummy wait mie at bus stop then go changkat.

hahas. TKD is still the best!!! so funny!!! hahas. i laughed like hell. but tat's the real smile. finally right? thinking again. is it worth? u look at girls looks. is tat true love? nah. i changed alot for the sake of u. but gained nth. ahas. let's see if this will change for the sake of u ma lorhs.

ok lyhs... let's see photos!!!

is tat my real smile? nahs!

deadddd...
oh... wat a fake smile.

emotional..

am i happy?

donno wat to do.

i'm so fat!!!

i'm so ugly!!!

y am i like this??

wat is this?

is tat mie?

i'm so bitch!!!

y am i sad?

is this my real smile?

i'm lost. totally.

tat's all. nth much else to say. buhbyes...

continue......

2010-04-10T17:28:00.003+08:00

I'm back from piano.
now u playing bball... u seldom do tat ler... will keep msg mie de. but now, u went to play instead of sms mie. nvm. later u say i never give u freedom. but i need my freedom too. some things u can control mie. but not all. controling doesn't make relationship last. but i noe y u wanna control mie.

it's all my fault. just now u tell mie u also stress. i suggested let's break. although i said tat, but i cant really break with u. u r just my antidote. i need u. without u idk how my life gonna be. as i said before, if this time we gonna break, i will not go into any relationship anymore till the age have come.

i noe u said tat too. but... sighs... nvm...
u said u forgived mie. but, i don think so. i thnk tat u mind the past. and everything else tat u're not happy with. like mie going to tkd. but i really love tkd. i need it. it's my favourite sports. u said i everytime got tkd and neglected u and cant pei u. but i tried to do as much as i can already.

now, i really think tat our age better don stead . it will end up being like this. i need a stead tat can give mie wat i wan, care for mie, show his care and love towards mie, don give mie attitude, don be so easy jealous. cos u talk to girls i will jealous too. but i didn't show u my attitude. i don wan u to be so petty too.

can u? i'm not ditching u. u misunderstand mie luhs. silly boy. i love u. i love u more than before. but, now tat we're like tat, r we able to continue on? i wan. but i find it very hard and difficult and tired. i've been trying to save this relationship alot of times. but now , i really tired and don wish to care.

but i cant . cos i simply need u . u say now i very guai . sch finish jiu need go home. it's cos my leg. how u wan mie pei u go out with the cast?? and say abt urself too. before, u stay at my hse till ard 12 like tat also can. but nowadays u tell mie u need go home at most late is 6.30. except yesterday.

i'm not use to it tat u go home so early. u rather don pei mie. u don care abt mie anymore. y all this happen? it's just cause it's all MY FAULT!! I SUX! i spoilt our relationship. i'm sorry. i'm trying to (mi bu). but i noe cant. cos.... haiz.

my auntie go back le. i donno who to find to share these troubles with. i don even dare teling u all this. pls. i'm really tired of it. pls let mie be happy. and be back before our 2months de kind of couple. i really love and misses those times.

baby, i love u.
oh god, pls give us a chance!
i will cherish it very well!!
<33>

is there true love?

2010-04-10T14:23:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!!! i remembered my password!!! so happy tat i no need create new blog le.

past few days and weeks, many things happen to mie and him. i dislike this kind of relationship. y does relatioship always bother mie? stress mie? sux luhs! i hate this life.

i noe wat i did is wrong. i cant even forgive myself yet i asked u to forgive mie. wth. wat am i to seek for ur forgiveness. i'm really very tired. tired of quarrelling everyday. giving attitude towards each other. all i wan is just to start all afresh with u.

but, u seems not to....... ARGH! nvm. i just wanna ask and noe whether is there any true love in this world? can true love last? can love make a person to forgive u or wat? idk. i really donno.
whether to break up with u? or continue on with u?

i'm so stress. wat can i do? all i do is tolerate. and i seems to lost so many friends. felt so left out between them. everything tat is bad poured down on mie. wat is this???!!!

all i wan is just to be happy. can i ? no. cant. wth! i really love u . tat's y i don wan to brk. but i'm so stress. haiz...

continue later... bye.

stress girl...

baby

2010-03-15T11:02:00.005+08:00

yesterday, baby come find mie. after tat bring didi go eat and play. had so much fun...
after tat, baby come my hse again. watched san ge hao ren. damn funny...
after tat, baby go compass eat then i go out with family.
sorry ps u...
took some photos.

baby playing with didi.

cool .

didi lost...

they playing car.

our love..

tat's all.

hope later can go out.

bye...

jj concert

2010-03-14T11:24:00.005+08:00

yoyo!!
yesterday meet baby at ard 4 at compass... then pei him go eat mac. after tat, he pei mie go buy school shoe.... then go home put and take things jiu go expo liao .

we take mrt there... far journey... but it's fun . hahas
then reach there ard 6.40. then find his sis and his cousin. then sit tgt. hahas.
the concert so fun...
took some photos too (:

our hand.....
idiot face~
eee.... act cool... (:
but i still love u ^^

blur....

mie & baby! <33

OMG!!! it's JJ.

so cool!!!

shuai.

jealous luhs..

argh!
they singing 小酒窝 sia!

ok. tat's all. after the concert, trained to airport. eat laksa with baby. then take bus 27 .

slept in the bus. baby shoulder so nice... all the way sleep till reach compass there. baby woke mie up...

pei mie go home... everyone sleep le. press the bell. no one answered. then awhile later auntie open the door.

heng uh. if not baby ask mie go his hse. hahas.!!!

Baby, iloveyou.

don break ur promise to mie hor!

photos after the camp with MIZI!

2010-03-14T11:16:00.003+08:00

Dear MIZI...
i miss u so much... misses the time we r tgt. laughing tgt. making u fed up cos keep asking u stupid question :D hahahas. and also, during trekking, u helped mie alot alot. really alot. tks mizi! will not forget u alright!! tks for taking care of us so well... (:
hope to see u again!

back...

2010-03-13T10:53:00.002+08:00

hey. i'm back from camp. everythings fun. but.....

somethings happen. which changed my attitude towards u alot. maybe u can say i think too much? or wat, or say i'm in the wrong, say bah. i don care anymore. really don care abt u liao. u go do wat u wan. u happy jiu hao.

i think, we cant carry on with this relationship anymore. my trust to u have gone. seriously, it's gone. i can never trust u. i'm sorry. but i really cant. i'm trying to trust u. but seems like u're making my trust to u go away.

maybe, perhaps, if we stop this relationship, both of us will feel better. alot better than now. i've been thinking for 1 day. ever since yesterday. maybe this is the ending. it's not mie tat wrecked this relationship. is u!

i don think tat u love mie le. can see de. u don need lie? even by msging. everytime when we never talk or wat, u would msg girls and tell them ask for help. nvm. from now on, msg who u wan. do wat u wan. i really don care. even if i care, i also wont let u noe tat i care!

u ruined my happiness. my enjoyable camp tat i have. y cant u make mie happy at all? instead, my whole class can cheered mie up. but all tat i see from u is tat u keep making mie feel terrible! i love my class more than i love u now!

tks 3N1. tks for making mie laugh, lend mie ur ear and helping mie all u all can do. loves!

Hatred

2010-02-20T13:41:00.003+08:00

helos....
haiz. u noe how i feel now? absoutely sux. i'm worried, afraid and jealous of everything. i'm sorry tat i'm a person like tat. perhaps, u don noe. even now. u're out. and, u didn't bother replying my msging now. i donno wat's the **** is going on.

i'm scared and worried tat i'll be losing u. tat someone flirts u or u flirt someone. for god sake, i donno wat u're doing out there when i'm not with u. i'm jealous tat girls msging u or u msging them. i cant suspect u of anything . i trust u becos u're my baby. but, seems like my trust to u getting lesser and lesser.

i didn't mean anything. seriously. and i don mean tat u cant contact girls or wat. i just simply hope tat u're serious in this relationship. and, be true to mie. tat's all. is tat really difficult for u to do it? maybe? who noes. only u do. i'm tired. i can wei le u and stop msging other ppl. can u? probably not. alrights, i don wanna continue.

just hope tat u reply mie. if u don, i can do nth else . and i'll just wait. although i might be angry with u now. but still, wat can i do? i still love u. i cant just quarrel with u right? later end up wat happen, i might regret. i wont let things tat i regretted happen again.

yesterday, after ncdcc, went to meet baby awhile. just for a little while. he bring mie home. then i reach home ler ask mummy can go bugis ma. then she say dad don allow. wth. so i ask him myself. then he keep answering mie cold things.

then i went to bath. bath finish le, mummy say i can go. so i eat dinner le jiu go. Zzz... trained to bugis with baby and his other 5 friends. they went shopping. lols. so funny. blah blah.... then later stupid baby go think till sth. then make mie no mood. -.-

then till 9 plus, a phone called.... baby buy hao his clothes le bring mie home. reached home almost 11. all so cold. wth... idk wat to do luhs.

heart aching. i'm totally lost. wtf. i hate the feeling.
bye...

sorry

2010-02-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

hey guys. sorry for not posting. as idk how to make to hp connect to com so cant post real much. sorry. and also got test . so, hard to update luhs.

13/2/10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NADIAH Z AND DIYANAH Z (: happy chinese new year eve too. today very boring. haiz. just came back from ah ma hse. later ah yi and grandfather coming my hse eat.

12/2/10
today, school timing change. cos got cny concert. lols. then school release slightly earlier. after tat, we went to change to NCDCC uniform. took abt 1 hour. then we go koufu eat. so suay alrights? mr muru and mr tan caught us crossing the road without using traffic light. wth. then wednesday need report at 7 in school. =="

11/2/10
today, no acer. cos pass A maths. then i wait till daddy come school cos he teaching tkd at 3. he come ler. i get money from him cos i no money. then daddy ask mie ask dear wan go chinatown at night with us ma. so i ask dear. after tat, mie and twinie go compass eat.

eat le jiu go home. then i fall asleep. hahas. woke up at 6++. cos need eat dinner then go out. then after finish bathing, dear reach my hse. then eat dinner. soon, we take car go. there so crowded lor. wth. so hot!! then daddy bring dear go home. reached home ard 11. tired.

9/2/10
went to tamp 1 to celebrate ah ma de birthday. then i went couple lab. go things. after tat, jie and mie go tamp mall buy cake for ah ma. very very fun! hahas. then jiu went home liao ler.

8/2/10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH MA AND AUNTIE <33

7/2/10
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARLES (:

6/2/10
went compass meet twinie, qingren, lao gong and "dear" . then went to buy present. after tat laogong say treat us dring cupwalker. then went to take bus. on bus, we were chatting. very fun. then reach nadiah z de hse liao. we write name then go in find her.

haiz. N3 so little ppl come only. but E6?? so many. but nvm. hahas . we enjoyed alot. really. then after cutting the cake for awhile, mie, twinie, qingren, dear and kahmeng went to plaza. fun! funny too. lols. then awhile later, dear pei mie go home.

tat's all. sorry for no photos cos idk how use. bye (:

i'm scared. terribly afraid!

2010-02-03T17:35:00.002+08:00

hey....
today not really got mood to do anything. haiz. i hate my life! y everything change so fast?? can everything go back to 2 days ago? so tat i will not lied. there's no turning back for us anymore. haiz....

DEAR: will u still be by my side like u do? or u will just abandon mie alone? can u don abandon mie? pls! i'm afraid being all alone by myself. i'm so scared. idk who i can trust rite now. y??? u really wont leave mie alone? i don wan u lie to mie. i don mind getting hurt now as long as u tell mie wat u wan. although, inside my heart is.... .... ... torn up. haiz. iloveu.

BI@TCH!: freak u alrights. betrayer. i will not forget wat u did to mie. and, never will i gonna talk to u or anything already. u're way too much! i hate u! my hate to u will stayed inside my heart forever . bitch. fck off. i hate u!

alright. i donno wat to say le. don trust ppl too much. (: bye.
dear, iloveu (:

loves

2010-02-02T17:29:00.005+08:00

today, got chemistry practical. then mr yeo bring us out to do the practical. (: i took photos.

my class ppl.
the girls.
Baby, honey hand and mie!
omg. i almost kissed honey (:

baby. handsome hor? xD

Megan & mie ^^

Pei Rong xD sweet

Shandy and mie (:

whole class.

all so guai.

O.o... crystal, helos!

going take the water.

the boiis.

my lovely form teacher! (MR YEO)

nice.

ily honey! <33>woah. baby like boss like tat.

can see the words??

megan helping crystal.

woah. vandelisation??

Sunday, ard late evening like tat, mie go boon keng with bro and mum cos mum wan take her spects. then, dear came meet us. we wait at kfc for him. then jiu go see clothes then take mrt.

dear come my hse eat dinner then go home after tat.

ME,DEAR & BRO.

fun

2010-01-31T15:24:00.004+08:00

hey guys, i'm back in action. hahahas!!!

yesterday, actually is go bugis with twinie de. but her daddy don let. haiz. so deardear pei mie go (: then at compass see till dear friend. then CVSS de ppl say playing game need dear take photo with them. hahas!!! damn funny! then i help them drink water. hahas.

then take bus i forget wat number again liaos! so long then reach there. woah.... bugis so many ppl. want shop also cant. then, i don wan buy clothes liao. so many ppl see ler also pekcek!
then we go bugis junction walk walk then see at the outside cinema there sit and slack. after tat decided to go back sengkang.

then went mac buy ice-cream eat. then see the ppl dance?? then wanted take bus back . but, ... ... no matter how we find, also cant find the bus we take from sengkang. so, we walk walk walk. walk till the donno where. lols. i got take photos. hmmm..... let's see (:

the raffles hotel??
i think is raffles city.

lots available. lols

can see the singapore flyer??
esplanade.
mie and dear. i noe cant see.

hahas,. then take bus to little indian. then take mrt. lols. after tat reach compass le pei dear eat mac. then slack i jiu go home ler cos got tkd. (:

today, took bus to yishun. then go shopping. lols. we total spent $300++. and, mie alone spend$200++ liao ler. lols. kk. idk wat to say ler. bye bye (:

dear, woaini!!!

being forced!

2010-01-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

hey guys, i'm forced by dear to post. haiz... see.... dear dear bully mie ):

hahs.
yesterday rot at home.... then got tuition. quite fun luhs. mie and the teacher chatted.then later at night le, go tkd.
we were seperated and teach the colour belts. then i and ashley. thn helping her. suddenly saw dear. WTF. i jitao chua tio lor. so ps. then i ran to didi there. later break time ler. dear and mie walk to toilet. saw daddy. OMG!

hahas. then he wait his friends. they go bball. then i go back tkd. when ending le, dear come find mie again. then he take bus home with his friends. then i fall asleep...

today, wait for dear. then go compass... slack. then wait till bryan come. go anchorvale cc de mac. do homework. ard 5 like tat dear de family come. then we go. bryan MIA. he walked too fast. then mie and dear walk to sculpture till 6 plus. he bring mie home.

haiz. got unhappy things happen. hope dear don think too much ok? iloveu! <33 MUACKS!

yesterday

2010-01-23T12:17:00.002+08:00

hey guys. yesterday school end at 11.05. shiok. but..... no one at home. i never bring key. then baby call his mum then bring mie, dear and papa go anchorvale cc. actually going there de pool. but, cant. so baby called his mum again. then bring us go compass.

then only left mie and dear. he pei mie wait at my hse donwstair. then my parents come back le. he go home. then we meet again after bathing. go to tampines watch spy next door. very nice. hahas.

after tat, we go slack. then he bring mie go ah ma hse. at ah ma hse, eat dinner. so many food. very very nice. then bai ah gong. after tat go tkd. then go home liao. hahas :D

sobsob. i cant upload photo. haiz.
dear, i miss u every moment.
hoping to see u now.
i love u !

yo man!

2010-01-21T20:10:00.002+08:00

today morning stead. lols. then jiu go sch. haiz. sobs! i passed mdm rosita and miss yeo. bo taiji. then qingren tio caught. Arghh!!! later part, i tio caught by mr muru!!!! wth! then caught upper piercing then too many ear sticks and my nails. wtf =="

then he ask mie take out handphone and ez-link card. serve 1 hour detention. sian! no phone cant msg. so sian la. wan sleep in class also cant. sobs! then after school go deten... the time pass quite fast (: then 1 hour later, mdm foo let mie go.

msged dear. then mie and papa took lrt to compass. then meet dear. hahas. saw darren they all. and yongle. lols. then do homework. papa jiu go home le. then awhile later, dear bring mie home.

sian la. at home nth do lorhs =.= haiz. i miss u alright. love u too (: okok. hope tmr faster come . but maybe cant go pool. sobs!!! see ya. bye!

pain

2010-01-18T19:21:00.005+08:00

yo!

yesterday went to tao payoh stadium. bro take grading. his video with elliot. will post it when i get it. (:

today after school, went to compass with papa, twinie and qingren. hahas. went to pizza hut eat. then go 77th street. pierce ear.

Qing ren.

My ear. lols.

then, went to mac slack do homework jiu go home le. cos phone no batt. wanted to msg him. OMG. i miss him damn lots. i love you man! u should noe who u r hor~ (: ai ni.

haiz. u can don say urself useless? say u no confident? or anything bad abt urself. pls! i pls u man. be happy ok? if not, i will be sad derhs. haiz. so, DONT THINK SO MUCH HOR!!

lalala~ tat's all.

bye (:

Fun!

2010-01-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hey, today after sch le, went twinie class wait for her. then mie, qingren, baobei and papa wait outside cos qingren asking us how do maths. lols. then twinie do geo we wait till ard 3 like tat take cab go cp. went to mac. blur twinie. her water spilt. idk how spell. very funny.

then baobei and twinie go home le. papa qing ren and mie stay do homework. yq charles and his friends over there also. explained to mie maths but i still dont understand. i'm so stupid ==" haiz. then i kisiao. then later go popular then montip saw jerron chat awhile then 6 plus went home.

i don wan stay in 3N1 ler. i freaking hate the life there alright. it sux! i wan 2N3 back. haiz. so stress. Zzz. i gtg ler. bb.

Longed enough.

2010-01-12T17:09:00.003+08:00

guys, i'm sry for not posting for such a long time. Zzz. my com still not back yet. using laptop very difficult post. haiz. i hate sch life. really sux. i now wan go sch just cos of u. cos can see till u. haiz.

idk wat happen. just now saw the thing u type, idk y i sian diao. i wan ask u y. but i don dare to ask. i feel so...... haiz. nvm. idk wat to say.

i wont be posting tat often ler. very stress. i wan study so wont keep use com liaos. i just came to make my blog alive. i donno wat to say le. bb.

wan noe anything, go my private blog.,

i'm backfrom camp!

2009-12-24T12:55:00.002+08:00

hey guys, i'm back for camp. and just put my tagboard up again. psps tat i removed!

21/12/09
went to the camp. but i didn't stay over cos of some personal things. but we played games ourself. cos the activity is not planned yet?? but we go into groups. cos tmr gonna play games . hahas. and this pass the day.

22/12/09
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO XUUEN!! (: and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEI QI. and is DONGZHI!xD i reach there at ard 10 plus. then they already started playing games and finished morning jog and exercise. so, i wait till the next programme. is decide on our group name. then y is tat our group name and make a cheer. (:

Our group name is gunners. cos is fast and also first too arrived at the finishing line. so we call gunners. (: the cheer is:
gunners gunners final champ.
whistle blown, red card shown.
red card red card the loser.
loser loser no chocolate.
team 1 team 3 out u go.
gunners gunners all the BEST!

we r group 2. hahas. group 1 name is smell my feet. group 3 is idk how spell. then we won. got the most point. hahas, then xuuen arrived. then play the animal game. we need blind fold then make the sound then stay tgt in a grouop. jiu win liao. hahas.

then we go change into uniform then training start. till 6. wash up then go bbq. hahas. alot of unhappy things happen here. so i don say. then pass the present to xuuen. so till 9 plus then get to eat. then we apologise to the parents. 1 for all, all for 1. so all say sorry and sang merry christmas song to them. also sing to xuuen happy birthday song. (: then we gie out prizes to the group. group 3 third prize. smell my feet second and GUNNERS is the CHAMPION! (:

then all go home ler. left mie chloe joyce 1 room. then we play cards with sinyu they all. then slept aat 3 plus. i slept at 4 plus. cos i cant sleep.

23/12/09
then 8 plus wake up. wash up, eat le then we play monopoly. hahas, then didi, daddy, xuuen and aunty chris come. then eat lunch we jiu go home ler. (: then reach home i sleep all the way to 6.30. tired. kk. end ler.

later gonna to tamp. take my phone and celebrate, (: bye!

now, i realised, actually i miss u.

lol.

2009-12-16T19:12:00.001+08:00

hey guys, i've updated post on my private blog. go in ba. (: tagg too alright? (:
those waan mie invite them de, tag and tell mie ur e-mail. kk. gtg le. bb

Happy Belated Birthday To GAVIN

2009-12-13T13:20:00.007+08:00

hey guys, friday was Gavin's birthday. so we went out eat then movie and training. (: these r some photos tat i've taken . enjoy (:

Gavin eating the fries.

Eugene's bag.
Eugene emo.

Gavin (:

Me.

Tampines mall outside de open donno wat

Me & Chloe(:

Joyce, Me & Chloe :D

Again.

At night. During training. we have our break and celebrated Gavin's birthday cos his parents bought a cake. (:

Gavin lighting up the candle.

Gavin

Gavin de bro, him, his dad & mum (:

Happy FAMILY :D

WOW! so many ppl.

Regent and his friends .

our seniors.

Posing (:

blur blur de is kai xiang, sinyu, hui yu & my bro (:

Hui Yu, Joyce & me.

Me & Sin Yu(:

Gavin & me (:

my bro and Gavin. (:

Chloe, her sis & Ashley (:

my bro with regent and his friends(:

ok. we had alot of fun playing, eating and movie. tat's the end of the day.

to those spammers: spam all u wan uh. i don care (:

Bye (:

Rotting

2009-12-06T13:39:00.002+08:00

i am rotting at home. i wan to go out. Arghh!!! i wan go amk buy clothes. but my daddy say tuesday then go. Zzz. .. .. i say so long liao but still haven go buy!!! Wth!

Ouch! my leg so pain. Zzz. kick till the stupid target luhs. idiot! so pain. cant wear slipper. if not when uu walk will be very pain. haiz.

okok. i lazy to post liao ler. will update soon (: BYE!

Quiz.

2009-12-03T17:39:00.006+08:00

10 to go:
1.Are you single?: Yes for now.
2.Are you happy?: NO. not at all.
3.Are you bored?: Very!
4.Are you fair?: Donno?
5.Are you indian?: LOL.No la.
6.Are you stupid?:Quite.
7.Are you honest?: See on wat things lor.
8.Are you irish?: donno wat it means?
9.Are you nice?: hmm.Yes. can be bad too.
10.Are you asian?: LOL. Ya.

Ten facts:
Full name: Shaine Lee Yan Ting
Nickname: Elephant, Tigress, Da Pi Gu, Siao Char Bor.
Birthplace: Singapore
Hair colour: Black + Brown + i donno how say.
Hair style: Straight
Eye colour: Brown.
DOB: 30th JUNE 1995
Mood: Pissed Off?
Favourite colour: Blue, Black, White, Pink, Red.
One place you wished to visit: JAPAN!!!

Ten facts about your love.
1.Been in love?: Ya.
2,Believe in love in first sight?: Ya
3.Currently have a crush?: I donno??
4.Hurt emotionally before?: Have!
5.Broken someone's heart?: Have.
6.Have your heart broken?: Have!
7.Like someone but kept in heart?: Sometimes.
8.Are you afraid of commitment?: HUH???
9.Last person you hugged: Secret.
10.Last person you said ILYs : Donno.

This or That.
Love or lust: i Donno.
Cats or dogs: Dogs of cos!
Best friends or regular friends: Both.
Creamy or crunchy: Both.
Pencil or pen: Both.
Wild night out or romantic in: Donno.
Money of happiness: Happiness la.
Night or day: I donno.
IM or phone: wat's IM?

Have you ever.
Been caught sneaking out: Donno
Seen a polar bear: Donno lehs.
Done something you regret: Ya.
Eat food that is on the floor?: SIAO. NO.
Eat an entire Jaw breaker?: Wat's tat?
Been caught naked: Of Course No la.
Wanted bf back?: I want if it's possible.
Cried because lost a person forever: Ya. alot of times.
Wanted to disappear: Want.

Preference of love.
Smile or eyes: Both.
Light or dark hair: Anything.
Hugs or kisses: Both.
Shorter or taller: Taller than mie.
Intelligence or attraction: Both??
Violent or pathetic: Both also don wan.
Older or younger: Not younger than mie by 3 years old. not older than mie by 6 years??
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing
Sweet or bad: Sweet

Have you.
Performed in a large crowd?: Ya.
Talk on the phone longer than a hour: Of Cos.
A rock concert: No.
Cheerleading team: Have.
Dance team: Have. Last time.
Sports team: TKD??
Drama play or production: Last time. Drama play.
Owned rich cars: No.
In a rap video: Last time.

Last.
Last call you made: Yong Qing.
Hugged: Donno.
Hung out: Maid and Bro.
Work: Cant find.
Talked to: Yong Qing.
You IM'ed: ???
Texted: YOng Qing.
Movie: Twilight saga New Moon..
Last person or thing you miss: My past memories.

Tag 20 people to do the quiz.
1.Nian Qi
2.Desiree
3.Queenie
4.Mandy
5.Joyce
6.Gavin
7.Ee Ling
8.Zi Bing
9.Derrick Tan
10.Shai
11.Ernest
12.Jin Hao
13.Jun Wen
14.Kai Xiang
15.Hong Sheng
16.Sin Yu
17.Amelia
18.Xin Ping
19.Jun Ting
20.Jerron

Bye

2009-12-03T16:24:00.012+08:00

2/12/2009, wednesday.
yesterday went out with Qingren & yq. hahas. then saw twinie and her primary school friends. hahas. then alot of things happen. don wanna tell here. but all over laos. (:

then later twinie and her friends go have their gathering. then not long later, Qingren and yq pei mie walk to Rio Vista. where i learn my piano. hahas. then we went in tgt. after tat i went piano and the 2 of them go downtown meet ruiling. hahas. okok. have alot fun.

then after piano, yq take cab come fetch mie home. so good! tks. the cab fare so ex lor.
end here le. some photos here. enjoy!

so far....

walking to Rio Vista de road.

YQ .

Qingren and mie!!! <33 align="center"> so cool??

my piano teacher hse downstairs de swimming pool.

sad face. :(

sooooo cutee!!
YQ playing my ds. so childish! play POKEMON DASH! hahas. ur secret is out!!

1/12/2009, tuesday.
at night, auntie tips going go back thailand ler. haiz. sobs. we miss u. ur tom yam soup. ur special egg tat u cook for mie and my bro. hahas. hope tat u will come visit us too ya?? (: LOVES!<33>

This is her laggage.
Didi and Auntie tips!!
So blurr.. twis (:
Hahas. see how happy we r.

Zi Lian. >.<

Auntie tips & my lovely Auntie :D

hahas, so funny!! all got alot pattern.

Having a funny look.

more clear.

My past (:

2009-12-01T15:40:00.009+08:00

Today!!!
Elliot come my hse just now. he teach mie again. hahas. stupid lor. play with my pooh again. so idiot. hahas. i donno him uh. (: jkjk. then we played card games. fun!!! last week i own him... but today, he own mie. ELLIOT BIG BULLY!!!!! HAHAHAS. then mummy daddy and bro now go hospital. left mie at home. rotting.

cant go out. i donno y sia. Stupid la. i going crazy le. where's my freedom sia. now mummy at home i cant go out everyday ler. feel like scolding ppl!!! WTH sia... Zzz.

Monday, 30/11/09

went to compass. pei my bro cut hair. then take pic. cos he need take poom belt need photo. so Shuai!!! hahas, then eat ice cream and watch tv the whole day . at least not tat bored yea (:

then at night, go compass again. take fruits from ah ma!!! then yongqing come my hse till 9.30? sth like tat. hahas . can say tat u kanna bully by mie??Zzz. tell my maid to control mie. hahas. u wait long long yea (: hohoho!!!

Sunday, 29/11/09

wth!!! at home whole day. cant go out at all. idiot la.

Saturday, 28/11/09

Whoo~ i went to meet my long lost QINGAIDE!!!(Queenie)! i miss you alot man. hahas. i went to serangoon find u. then went to ur hse cos u need put the disc and change ur clothes. then we walk and chat. then pei u go eat ur lunch. hahas. we talked alot man!

then got ppl wan us donate money. but i no money. if $2 can la. but $10 leh. so much!! sorry. i wanted to help. but i really no money ler. after tat, i jiu go home ler.

at home, nth to do de. sian like hell. Arghh!!! i wan go out la! idiot!!!!!

Friday, 27/11/09
actually wan go out with twinie de. but she cant. so i stay at home use com. read ppl de blog. then suddely honey call mie. ask mie wan pei her go out ma. so i agreed . at first, say wanna go pool de. i miss pool-ing!!!! but in the end, after i bath, she say darren and te ming wanna go watch movie. so, she ask mie go. she say she wont ps mie. so i go..

i wear black shirt white pants. honey wear white shirt black pants. lol! so funny. Zzz. it's kinda lame. then we proceed to orchard. hahas. watch twilight saga new moon. nice!!! then mie and honey go first. cos te ming and darren wanna watch M18 de show.

we meet yongqing at my hse downstair. then talk awhile, i need go home ler. my mummy scold liao ler. Zzz. then mie and honey took some pictures. lols! ZiLian!!! then honey go find te ming and darren ler...

outside my hse there de lift

this 1 so blur... hhahas. my hse downstairs. (:

Boy, Cheer up!

2009-11-26T16:14:00.005+08:00

helos. hahas. yesterday went out eat with auntie alice. tks for ur treat. actually should be i treat u de. in the end u treat mie eat. hahas! (:

Someone: hey, u noe u mess up my life? haiz. i donno wat to do. wth. i'm seriously confused. y tat day u call mie? y u come up to my hse and chat? and y do u wan to do tat? haiz.... i donno who i like now. omg! y i so care abt u?

y u wan to interrupt my life i'm having now? i don wanna to hurt anyone. i donno y i wanted to hug u and ii cried tat day? i just feel sth tat i miss u?? and i think of those memories tat we have had together. i really miss those days. can i have the chance to go back to june? so tat i wont choose the wrong choice and hurt u as well.

seriously, i regretted choosing him! cos he hurt mie alot. but i love him alot too. haiz. after u left tat night, i cant sleep. i cry for dono how long. even the next morning. if u don believe, can ask ur friend. haiz. i donno wat to say . i'm speechless liao.

today, very tired. elliot came to my hse teach mie poa. while i copying the notes, he take my pooh and talk alot of nonsense. hahas. then after teching mie, we play cards. i won!!! 3 times. hahas. so he say he don wan play liao le.

BOY: Cheer up luhs! (: u already done ur best. try harder in secondary school okay(: work hard. don be so naughty le? hope tat u can go in hai seng catholic NA de EM3 ba (: it's alright de. work hard to go express. (: don go astray uh. i don wan see u like tat. haiz. i also cant stop u from doing anything. i also not ur who le.

u remember the date today? i doubt so la. but i still remember those beautiful memories tat u gave mie. tks! haiz. i don wan to prop on anymore. i just wan u to stay happy alright? so, abt the psle result, don sad already. let bygones be bygones (: smile! :D

can anyone tell mie wat to do? i wan him to come back to mie. but i cant. haiz. i donno wat to do. i'm so tired. haiz. i shall end here. (: bye! :D

Sian

2009-11-23T11:13:00.003+08:00

hey guys. come back posting again.......

22/11/09 - sunday

yesterday went to tampines market eat then meet xinyi jie jie and her stead up. then daddy bring all of us to bugis. jie bring mie to simlim square first while mummy buy (an quan ku) and herbs things. then we meet later on. bought dsi. $320. so ex. thanks ah ma... love u. u sponser $300. then another $20 daddy give de. tks so much!! then inside car quarrel with bro.

cos of the ds. Zzz... then go whampoa eat. jiu go back tampines. then awhile later jiu go home ler...

21/11/2009 - saturday

went to yiochukang stadium there eat the japanese thingy... Zzz... my tuition teacher treat us. tks!! spent $70++. the receipt damn long. hahas. finally digested fully today.

see the receipt

disgusting!!! (:

20/11/09 - friday

morning wake up le, go compass meet dear. brought my bro along. if not cant go . Zzz. idiot. but fun larhs. bring him go eat then we go slack. after tat go time zone.

saw chee wei they all. Zzz. then 2++ go home ler. cos need accompany mummy go hospital. then at night go training.

19/11/09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JERRON"LAOGONG! sorry for the late post.

2012

2009-11-17T15:51:00.002+08:00

yesterday twinie came my hse at 10+ like tat. then we waited for mie at my room with my bro while i go bath. then i finish bathing, i heard them quarrelling?! LOLS. small matter . abt fan. hahahas. then auntie cook for us. twinie my my bro eat rice and other food but i never eat rice cos not hungry.

then at 12.15 we bring my bro down then i ask money from daddy. he give mie $15. hahas. alot leh. (: then meet up with dear, kor and yq. mie and twinie very ps. lol. so we never take train tgt. we meet at vivo. then go to buy tickets. hahas. then we got abit conflict cos of the seating things. so, dear tell them we stead.

then i pei twinie go eat. i drink water only. hahas. then we go slack slack till 2.20++ . edmund came. then go watch movie. the seating is kor, yq, edmund, dear, mie then twinie. the movie very very nice! hahas . rating i give 5/5 (:

after movie go out. then saw queenie with her friends. then we go play. then dear need go home first. so he go le. then we go eat. eat le jiu go home liao ler (: hahas. i enjoy my day! ^^

bye.

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2009-11-11T12:37:00.003+08:00

Today, didi 10 come in my room smack mie ask mie wake up. then i go wash up everything, then i go school with my dad. the security guard damn kb lor. never wear sch uni at there say say say. then ask mie write my next year class and my name on a paper??

then i saw desmond name. so i msg him ask him buy book le ma? he say he just leave school. lol. no fate. cant see till him. hahas. then i went in to the popular myself while my dad go tlk to mdm ong. then saw xiu wei. then got 1 man help mie take books. then xiu wei go off le. after tat i check everything myself then pay money. it's $214.60. freaking ex!

after pay money, i take every book myself out to the canteen. woahbiang! damn heavy. then chat with mdm ong then ard 3o mins++ then go le. then saw me larry lee. chat chat ard 5 mins jiu go back home le. then reach home eat le i go highlight how many books more haven buy. got 6 more! sch reopen le then go buy.

Desmond: lol ... not really larhs. (:

Kenny: lol. tks daddy. (:

Bryan: lol!!! where got funny??

YunRong: hahas. tks baby! (:

Faruq: hahas. cos i lazy. and somemore all the malay boys including u i wan say 1 is the same. so i all shortcut. i also not racist uh!! hahas. hope u dont mind uh(:

Marcia: haha. tks sweetie. i love you!

JunXian: O.o... hahas. how u noe my blog?? haha. welcome. ^^

Bryan: cos all comments same ma. then i lazy write so shortcut. i not racist uh. aiya i donno how spell (:

Jerron: yo LaoGong! hahas. my english jita jita 1.. :D

QiaoXun: 21 from NA. 4 from Express. total 25. very less ppl hor??
JunTing: ^.^

LalaBoi: ==" i dont need ur comments when u don even dare write ur name. Fck off larhs. anyways, benjamin not my kor. read properly la. i didn't even ask u to read my blog. so kaypo! lols!! if i'm in the wrong, he sure help the other side de ma... dots. so childish!

Joanne: yo twinie. i just donno wat happen then suddely wanna write so i write lor. haiz...

i'm bored to death!

2009-11-10T13:57:00.003+08:00

hey yo... back posting liao.. (: haiz. i so sian at home.. cant go out. sobs. can die man! but promised kor tat i cant pangseh him lers. so cant say die. hahas.

I hate holidays! sibei sian lor. haiz. i rather go school study. then after school can go out relax awhile... missed the school times.

yesterday, mummy friend come our hse ler. she will be staying at my hse for 3 weeks plus plus. so at night i cant on com liao lers. sobs. then meet baby also.. hahas. i really donno wat to post liao. lol. haiz...

2N3"2009: i miss u all. can time goes back? so tat we can treasure our friendship again. our fighting, quarrel, and alot things, we can change everything till tat we never quarrel at all. we always be in peace. haiz. in my heart, our past 2 years de memories, i will not forget abt it 1. i promise.

i love u all.1) junting'qingren, we hated each other alot last time. but now, we r closer than last time. 3) Berlin'ahyi, i find u very fan when i at sec 1. but now, i miss u. i don wan u to retain. haiz. but we cant change anything liao. 4) jiexin'airen, we never quarrel before... but, our feeling like faded liao. haiz. miss euu. 5)nianqi'twinie, we quarrel alot of times. but now, we r still very close to each other. but, we're in different class. i misses u teaching mie maths. hahas. i will keep asking u alot question and will make u blurr also. muackss! 8)desiree'honey, we will be in the same class next year. hope we can really be good friends still ya (:

9)marcia'sweetie,we always quarrel in sec 1... but, we're still good friends. we still share secret ya... hope tat we wont forget the past we have. 10-14, sweety and tweety and the rest of malay ppl, i will miss u all. u all r always the 1 tat pay attention in class. make teacher happy. now without u all, i'm not use to it. haiz.

15) sally'sweetheart, hope we stll can be friends ya. although we not really close now liao le. 16)xinping'baobei, i wont forget u derhs. as mie and nian qi promised u. we will still go home tgt, eat tgt and do alot of other things tgt too ok? cheer up! (: 17) zirui'ahgirl, i will miss ur smile!

girls, we must keep in contact alright?i love u all and misses u all. we cant don keep in touch hor!!! this is a promise pls! i love 2N3...

18) abel'mummy, i will miss ur moonwalk and u laughter.. 19)desmond'didi, i will miss u tat u always chat with mie and i make u not to be emo de. 20)ben, the sweets tat u always give us, i will never forget and we always bully u... hahahas! :D 21)bryan, u will help mie in maths. and talk abt some stuff. although it's disgusting but, u can make us laugh. teach mie maths again ok? cos we same class next year also (: 22)yunrong'baby, u will cheer mie up and try to help mie in maths. anyways, we next year same class. so, teach mie again!

23)jerron'laogong, we always talk in class.. and make mie and alot too. i will miss u! 24)kenny'daddy, tat i really love u alot alot. and we play magic and teach each other magic or tricks and tell mie jokes and riddles. hahas. and we compete our result tgt. i will miss u alo alot! 25)louis'dear, i will miss u and we always fighting quarrel and alot of things. we tell each other secret and u will also cheer mie up derhs!

26)william, u always very qianda 1. but, sometimes also make us laugh. 27-30) the malay boys, make us laugh and laugh and laugh. can be joker. hahas. 31) jiahao'kor, u so cute and funny. u will make us laugh no matter wat and will help us if we got taiji. i miss u. 32) benjamin, u also la. very funny and cute . hahas. will miss u derh. 33) junxian, u will always control the class and ask them to keep quiet de. hahas. wonder if who will control my class next year without u.

34)justin, u this cute joker. no matter how u make us angry, u will always disiao us de. and be a joker. and will miss ur irritating part of u. but, i miss u too! 35) josephtan'superwoman, i will miss the sec 1 part there... tat we chat every night on phone. and miss tat how i really love u tat time. and, i will also miss u tat we fight quarrel and u teach mie maths till u wan die and magic and tricks. hahas. and, tks for cheering mie up when u noe tat tat time i in class like wan cry liao. i miss you! (:

36) qiaoxun'hubby, tks for beinging with mie everytime when i need u. hahas. but we will be in the same class next year also.. (: 37) zhan an, ur face tat is really very very cute... i miss u too. 38) josephtian'boyboy, ur sweets, we always bully u. and u always treat mie eat things. for example, ice-cream. hahas . i miss the past memories.

to 2N3 boys, i will miss u all and love u all all equally! hope tat we will still keep in touch and don forget each other forever.!

i really misses the times tat 2N3 ppl go out and play and laugh adn fight, work together as 1 and the voices of ours, and the sweet smiles of us. this will always keep kept in my heart.

Mr ONG & Miss WONG! tks for being such a caring teacher. i will miss the 2 of u too! i hope tat there will be a 2N3 class gathering soon. and all of us can go out play, including mr ong and miss wong. and we can really enjoy the last moment together!

Lastly, I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!! <33>

kk. shall end here liao lers. bye readers. (:

yay~

2009-11-07T11:09:00.002+08:00

hey guys, back posting... these few days lazy so never post ya... hahas.
i got the subject i wan yea... POA & A MATHS. but, abit regret tat i choose geo... i shld take history lor... nvm la... just study hard... whoo~ get in to 3N1. which is i hope the class tat i can get... happy... but....... we got 1 extra subject than N2 and N3. haiz...

but..... i don wan our class to separate... but, i wont lost contact with u all de. believe mie (:
BaoBei... don think so much... we will still contact each other and go out tgt and go home or eat tgt de .. ok?? i wont forget u de. and the happy times we had tgt. (: don cry le ok?

Bryan: ya lor... only the 6 of us... so little. but hor, how come our class de ppl only got 21 uh? so little. and, the most idiot thing is tat the 2n2 de girls tat we quarrel in maths camp, same class as us sia... wth... haiz.. sure not happy in tat class de lor...

how i wish tat nian qi they all de class and our class is tgt in 1 class de eh.. ^^ nvm la.. we just don lost contact with 2N3'''2009 jiu ok le... the new journey got to start anyway.. we have to let go everything. just concentrate. cos we got 7 subjects. 1 more than others. we got to jiayou. same to the rest. (:

hope tat everyone get in to the class tat they wan and get to study the subject they wan.. jyjy!
bye~

wat u said was just a lie

2009-10-30T15:42:00.003+08:00

yesterday 3 am plus,he tell mie and say we can no longer be together? wth... morning saw i shocked! reach school... cried at quadrangle. wth! idiot. then later go republic poly...
on the way there, cry again.. haiz...
many ppl comfort mie. tks everyone!

Took alot pics.. but got problem with my com.. so cant post!!!! wth!
i will post it asap de (:

then went to hougang play as per normal... fun.. then go home. sleep. wake up ler, sms him.

Boy: wat u tell mie is just all lies! maybe got chance to be tgt? omg! jio-ing her? hahas. woah... i am really just so freaking silly to believe u tat u love mie yea? the dumbest girl u ever known. hahas. anyways. dissapointted. GOOD LUCK! bye boy~

haiz.... y am i so silly keep crying??? y y y ???? haiz. sadded...

TODAY!
school as normal... but i late. hahas!! everyone was like having fun... but, ...... till the last period and after school some girls cried!!! including mie! yea!!!

Ah Yi and Ai Ren, i will love u as how i love u now! i wont forget u as my beloved friends. we hug, cry, share secrets and alot alot. i really cant let go man!!! i wish u 2 no need retain! omg!! crying... haiz... Cheer up everyone! promise not to forget anyone okays???!!!

Miss wong, although i don like u when u teach us, but today i realise tat i love u man! i don wan u to leave us. same to Mr ong!!! sorry for the time tat i hate u all. but, u all r realy important to mie. haiz...

hope tat time can turn back... all of us can study hard, play tgt... and do alot alot things.. i cant bear to see N3 to separate... I LOVE 2N3 (2009)! <33

go compass eat.. hope tat everyone is happy! (:

You BASTARD! go and die! NEVER NEVER BELIEVE U LIAO!!!

kor, twinie, sweetie and all, I LOVE YOU! :D

Moday

2009-10-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

Dearie monday come my hse there find mie and accompany mie...
See his hat... so cool!!

Random Pics

2009-10-25T21:15:00.004+08:00

hahas. today so sian ... at home almost whole day!!! i don wan holidays!!!!! i wan go school.. at home will become fat fat de lor... i don wan >.<

today talked on phone with dearie in the afternoon... he going NS on 4th Jan 2010... 2 more months like tat... i will miss u de wor~! i think alot ppl also will de. cheer up and faster enjoy ur 2 more months!! Loves (:

helos....

2009-10-25T14:30:00.002+08:00

yo guys... just changed my blogskins... maybe it's not nice but i like it! hahas(:

nth to post as i don have the mood to post... bye~

Faster

2009-10-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

hie... today noe the CA2 and SA2 de result add together... not really satisfied with my result... failed 2 subjects.. SCIENCE AND ART! art fail by 2 marks only lor... sianz...

then after school got the pei hwa experience de thingy... practice few times ... then together with wushu de ppl. wth... do the jumping front tat time, didn't land properly lor... TWISTED! oh my gosh!!! so pain... hahas... limping yea...

hope can faster ok lor... (: hahas. wished tat i can get to G4 de options ! jyjy... (:

I love you! (:

.....

2009-10-21T20:07:00.002+08:00

yo.. i'm back.. got back my results liao lers. did badly... haiz... wonder whether i can get the subjects i wan ma lor...

hahaha!!!! i gonna make him dissappear in my mind!!! soon loh... yay!!! so happy.

iloveu iloveu!!!! hahas.... i nth else to post le. find myself so bo liao... bb (:

ViGaN FrOm WiThIn

2009-10-17T13:10:00.009+08:00

who r u? y r u using gavin de name?? r u Xuuen?? if u r, pls tag with ur name okays? (: ya, and, i really cant get over u yet. u said still got alot girls also rite? so, do u mean tat u r playing with the girls feeling? if u r, stop it alrights. i beg u... is not fun playing girls feeling. so, what do u mean by alot of girls also??

do u noe tat is really very very hard to forget u? maybe u done alot of things tat other of my ex didn't done. but if they do it to mie, i will really hate him! i wont talk to him, msg him, contact him or even be friends with him. but now, u did some things tat hurt mir alot which i may do tat to others. but i donno y i didn't do tat to u. i cant bring myself to do it to u. simply just because I LOVE YOU!

i promised alot ppl tat i wan and will forget abt u.... but, i cant... really. it's freaking hard to do it. and, now, i finallt noe wat is true love after i stead with u. If u really love someone, it's very (tong ku)! but the 1 being loved, it's not at all. and u can choose to play with ppl feelings. can u tell mie whether did u ever love mie? even once? i really hope tat u can answer mie this question.

yesterday, get back result... i'm so disppointed! i did not get the score i want! twinie also...
twinie, no matter wat result u get, u r also my precious twinie. i can lend u my shoulder to cry on. and when u need mie, come to mie man! REMEMBER TWINIE, DON GIVE UP!!! ok?? (: still got quite alot paper haven take. maybe u did well in those. but i did not. ok? so cheer up!! i will love u no matter wat de. ok twinie?? (:

after school, twinie pei mie go home bath and change. then take bus go her hse... wait for her to change. then went hougang plaza. soon, airen came and join us... played pool. then YQ came also(: it was fun man!!! hahas. played for 2 hours... but very ex. then mummy and daddy come hougang mall find mie.....

then daddy drive mie and mummy go compass.... mummy go take out her watch... then meet auntie. then meet gavin.... gavin came our hse then take my dad car go changkat together (: then jie jie and her stead come... pass the ds to us... then go home ler...

donno wat happen to mie yesterday... i say helo to xuuen! oh my gosh! cant believe rite? hahas. but he never replied. gavin say he did nodd his head to mie. but, i totally sian diao.... then wanted to say bye bye to him de... but, no chance to say tat. i suspect sth... i cant say!!!

i have to keep it in my heart which is very hurting. nvm... i take it!! just for the sake of u! and, sorry for sending the msg . i cant control. but does not mean tat i hate u alrights? i still have feelings for u de. i really hope we can get back together!!! once again, i say (i love you my baby) but u r not mine anymore.

if it's possible, reply mie by tagging mie. thank u (:

Haiz...

2009-10-14T20:14:00.004+08:00

today, last paper of exam le... cool!!! i these few days never post cos of exam... just now 9.15 jiu release liao... me and twinie go hougang plaza. changed then go down seven-eleven go buy cup noodles eat...

after eating, went to play lan. till 1hr plus.... then saw erzi... then we go play pool. at first i so ps lor! don dare play . hahas!!! then continue jiu more ok le... but my skills still very lan lor. pool de money is twinie and erzi give de. not mie. hahs. tks ya (:

then awhile later, we go hougang mall.... the fourth floor de playgroung there... mie and twinie play the 2 person sit then turn turn turn de. wth! so giddy. but very fun. we laughed like hell man! so long never really laugh till like tat le. then twinie check her phone. 6 missed call!!! from Benny ..

then we walk back to hougang plaza... meet benny, beaufford and his bro donno wat name... actually wan to lan de. but don have sit tgt de cos alot ppl. then we play pool first... stupid benny la. idiot keep laughing at my EZ link de pic. LOLS! then play pool. while playing, msged yong qing and darling. then only left darling . benny play with darling lor. so bad...

Gavin: I am sorry. i didn't mean it. forgive mie alrights? partly of the thing is my fault. but, i donm wan play with u like tat also de. so sorry darling.

benny then see my pic. saw mie with yongqing de pic. then beaufford saw also. i shouted then everyone shocked! I'm sorry man! then i deleted all the pics with yongqing de. (: then beaufford keep say qing qing. wth. hair will stand!!!

then went to hougang mall again. i changed again. then go home le. saw benny waiting for train also. so we go home together. meet yongqing, went to ivan hse awhile. his dog is freaking de cute lor!! OMG man. i love him. the fur so soft...... how i wish i can faster buy a dog for myself too/ (:

then went home take money, go compass buy mummy present. :D hahas. so now posting. ...
i hope tmr mie, twinie, bao bei, honey, dearie and daryl can go bugis successfully(:

i realised tat i still cannot forget u. i really still love u alot man. my goodness... today at lan, went to facebook.... saw the performance de thing... i keep ask twinie see see see. i keep see u lor.... i miss u so much! i think... Do u still love mie? Do u still like mie? Did u ever miss mie? Did u ever cry and shed tears for mie? i love u ! i really hope tat there is a guardian angel here. i hope tat we can patched. and never be apart anymore. i'm tired. really. i waited u for 61 days and 2hour and 48mins. today is the 2 month tat we break. i love you!!! i waitted 2 months 2 hour and 48 mins!!! REMEMBER! i really hope we have the chance to be together again(:

woaini! <33

I Love You

2009-09-28T21:24:00.002+08:00

Laogong....... u surprised mie just 5 mins ago.. u came outside my hse ... gave mie the pooh!!! my gosh! but very expensive eh. almost $40. don waste so much money next time. k?? i will cherish the pooh alot man!!!

Laogong, i just said tat u forgotten... but u did not... omg! I Love You!! (:

Happy 1 month anniversary! Macks!

disappointed

2009-09-28T20:29:00.002+08:00

i think u forget abt today today already. haiz.... nvm ba... (: cheer man! hahas. joseph, (the superwomen) make mie laugh today. maybe he noe tat i feel sad?? hahas. my result ffor maths is not really good. i'm not satisfied with it. have to work hard!!! i wan achieve good result...

so tired. sleep in the afternoon le then wake up at 7. now still tired. haiz.... early nites... (:

I Hate You!

2009-09-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

It's all because of u. I Hate You! I promise myself tat i wont talk to u anymore. i wan to break my friendship with u. i don wan to see u, don wan to hear u. i just hated u freaking lot! y izzit always mie getting hurt? y izzit so unfair?! i Hate it. everything was like i'm the spoiler. fine. it's up to u all to say tat.

i shall not bother anymore. i hate u. hate u. hate u. y must u make mie hate u? i've trying to treat u as a friend liao and u did this? i tolerate. only left a few weeks or month we seperate liao. i don wan to quarrel. it's tiring. i wonder y u choose him not mie? wat am i to u? am i so useless?? maybe i'm.

i'm so stupid. y must i cry over this tiny thing? am i crazy?? maybe. i lost my mind already. i'm sick ad tired of it.. y must i come to this sch? y u're my friend? rather disappointed in u. i donno y i feel tat way. suan le. everything is fate.

y am i ur ex? y should i even accept u? and y should him give u my number? regretted alot. i hate u! y my friends treat mie like tat? when they need mie, they will only find mie when they need mie. when theydon need mie, they will forget tat i am yan ting. i'm just like a idiot. i have no real friend at all. not even 1.

y izzit so hard to find a true friend? haiz. i'll stop posting already. byes.

Happy Birthday

2009-09-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

helos... today never go sch. tmr also... do home base learning... bored :D hahas.

play sudden attazk and audi today.....

Happy Birthday Lee Kuan Yew... hahas. and to Regent maid...

Back

2009-09-14T20:45:00.000+08:00

hey guys, i'm back yea.... hahas.. been lazy these days to post... today school reopen... so fun in sch man!! hahas..... missed my friends alot. after school, i go meet twinie at her hse.... then we go gym.

she tell mie tat she feel tat the guy with tattoo and so big muscle de will come... then jog till half-way, he really appear in front of mie. then ii call twinie. then we laughed.. hahas. when i 22 mins le, which is the max tat the machine allow us to jog only, i stand beside twinie and wait for her...

thee guy call yanting... then ask mie: my other friend never come uh? then i say have... nianqi lor.... then he say no . another 1. i think he cant recognise 1 of us ler.. so later go water cooler, he say: yaya... hahas. laughed.

after tat go to hougan swing play. then hougang mall walk walk. then go hougang plaza lan. for 1 hour. then go hougang mall arcade play basketball.... then walk to nianqi hse downstairs...

seperated then.... zhenlong accompany mie take bus home. qx and xienghui go jogging... twinie go home... hahas. tired. nth else to say le...

Byebye!

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2009-09-05T18:58:00.001+08:00

Shaine to momo ren : eh u iditotla . Zzz i never online so i never reply u. don think i scared of u hor.gang up? i didn't even noe tat ppl scold u for mie lor. so pls fck ur mouth up. u wuji u come say u who la. scarily u the 1 flirting on bed but no 1 even bother looking at ur naked body. so disgusting. don be like a dog! continue spamming as u like... i don give a damn to u! lamer.

Joyce: hey tks ya(:

lol: who r u? (: tks anyway. :D

Desmond: u mean which girl?

unknown: who r u? okok lor average. (:

Zi Bing: lol. so old? 3 years old only? i tht only less than 24 hrs kid... hahas (:

Y???

2009-09-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

oh , y my class de ppl like all so sad abt their relationship? it's like everyone crying abt it, emo-ing abt it and sad abt it. i noe tat love is really tiring. try not to get tired abt it. we have to learn to forgive and forget. this is wat many ppl tell mie. i noe it's freaking hard. but still, have to give it the best!

Desiree: forget abt him. he's just hurting u. and he's not worth for u to cry. u cant show him how sad u r. maybe he wont care? who noes? only he himself noe. i am sorry to say tat. but it's true. there's someone tat always care abt u, love u and willing to do anything for u. y cant u just forget tat Bastard and try to accept the one tat is always there for u instead? He's really good. hahas. Promise to cheer up alrights? don ever cry anymore. (:

Joanne: smile girl. tat Bastard is also not good. hahas. he's flirt yea? maybe..... cos alot ppl saying abt him. so, don get in love with him so much. the other 1 is also always there for u. he still love u. smile too (:

JunTing: Girl, i noe tat it's sad tat he treated u like tat. but still, give up on him ba. he's not worth. many other guys outside is better than him. i believe tat u can always find a better guy than him. so, Cheer up! i wan to see the junting tat use to be. kays ?(: smile makes u look prettier . :D

Joseph Tan: jyjy... u stupid pig! this is not the right timing la. give her more time . she will accept u again 1 day. but, u have to promise tat u wont hurt her. she kanna hurt alot of times le.

Desmond: aiyo.... y ur blog like so emo..... just go for it for tat girl. but, don neglect ur studies uh(: studies more important....

Shaine!!! : yay!!! trying hard enough to forget him .... almost.... i am half-way through le? hahas. tks so many ppl. u make mie not think of him le. and forget abt him le. cos loving him is damn tired. and missing him every moment is torturing... so, i gonna make my promise to u all le (: yanting, jyjy!!!:D I love piggy (:

today, after school go toilet change then go do cip... hahas. pull alot teachers and pupils. hahas!!! fun ya? earned $36.50. donating to charity. tks for thise kind ppl. (: the god noe tat u help the poor and u will be helped when u need 1 day .

feel like don go CCA tmr. so tired. somemore tmr last day school liao... go le waste time. might as well go home or go out with friends to play and enjoy lor.... finally get to face him slowly le. so if tmr see till him, i wont cry le!!! (: kk... tired le... CHEER UP GUYS!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Bye.....

Pain!

2009-08-31T17:19:00.000+08:00

oh helos. yesterday went to yishun sports hall with qx, xieng hui and zhen long. hahas. we meet 10 at compass. then walk to bus stop. just nice.... the bus come.
then chat chat... so fast reach le. then walk in.

when i reach, saw andy and shai change come outt le. then andy say they calling le.wth. so i rush to toilet. then change. so rush lor. then andy help mie tak things. i go report then go tie hair. lols!!!

soon, my turn le. qx they all donno which 1 is mie. lols. then fight with wong ser lin. poly de ppl? lol. so big. 1st round kanna the donnno wat la. cos kick till her cb. then 2 round i kick till her head kanna gamjuan? donno wat la. minize1 point. wth lor. she 5 i 2 leh... then 3rd round start le... still cant really score points. wth. i tht i lose le. wanted to give up.

but mr tankeep asking mie attack... then think till mummy say must win. then inever give up... till the last 30 sec, i say no chance le. must chiong no matter wat... who noes? i so lucky... 5 5. daddy shock. send to mummy say i lose liao. then donno got sudden death...

sudden death round start le. the referee say who get point first then win. mr tan keep ask mie attack. then attack... the fourth kick score till point le. i win!!! so happy... but injured.very pain lor...

then slack with qx they all. the call my bout number again. this time, alot pplask mie don fight... but i don wan give up. so my daddy say let mie try. but if cant, really must stop. so i promise him. the 1st round, 1st time kanna kick by backtrust?... so pain! she YOUTH OLYMPIC PLAYER lai de >.< then i fall. not really pain. so i continue. 2nd time, backtrust again!!! wth! i fly out of the court. backside soo pain.

she kick till my chin there... then i cry le? i also donno y. mayber pain ba... mummy rush down and daddy run here also. encourage mie. saw tat bastard. make mie more hurt. then mummy kiss mie eh? hahas. then wait till 4 pluswith qx they al, get medal then they go home. go out withh mummy and daddy and didi and auntie. then go home...

today morning wake up.... woah! whole body so pain lor. then see performance... kk... done le (: hope tmr can go out^^ see ya...

ILOVEYOU!

Piglet ai Piggy(:

Don't Go Away!

2009-08-28T16:06:00.000+08:00

ENGLISH!
Looking through your eyes，theres nothing to hide
And youre no longer mine
How could I survive when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high？
Cant stop the tears from fallin
We used to be so fine when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you just to be with you
My heart is breakin

Dont Donvt go away
Baby, dont you know，I miss you so
Dont Dont go away
Ive never been on my own before

Wooh Oh~~
Cant you hear me just take me with you
So dont dont go away

Dont Dont go away
Baby, dont you know，I miss you so
Dont Dont go away
Ive never been on my own before
So wont you feel my heartbeat once more .

CHINESE!!
你还是走了
我有点不舍
该说点什么
我不是哭了
是阳光折射
眼睛也红了颜色

不懂为什么快乐像冰淇淋口中
溶化得特別冲动
不懂为什么树叶染红的时候
就到要分手

Don't,don'tgoaway
我还舍不得你不要走
Don't,don't go away
从来不曾一个人生活
有人分享才值得拥有

我还在听着
你写过的歌
留言在部落格
成长的选择
没有过预设
像苹果一样青涩

不懂为什么快乐像冰淇淋口中
溶化得特別冲动
不懂为什么树叶染红的時候
就到要分手

能不能够让时间回头
So Don't,don't go away .

Y am i so confused???

2009-08-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

today, sian.... never go cca. cos my leg very pain. hope can recover asap... if not my compeition tat day, i die. lols. louis in maths class ask mie alot of thingss. hahas. told him. and he help mie keep secret. hahas.

then after sch go find sweetie they all... then i go home bath then meet them with auntie. go yoshinoya eat. hahas. so nice.... then go buy things... saw lixue... bad girl uh! pon cca. hahas. then thomas and 1 of his friend come compass... wth! play with mie? now my turn to play with u yea. hahahas....

i want to noe tat do u still love mie? have mie in ur heart? or wat? if no more, let mie noe pls. i don wan to carry on living in this type of torture. it's very torturing! i want to give up and will give up on u if u tell mie to give up urself. i rather love someone else tat truely love mie.

i really regretted tat at first the decision i make. break with daven? wth. just cos of u. now? this is the way u treat mie? u go die la. then qx leh? also same. i rather love qx then the rest of u. he treated mie so good? but how i treat him? i am sorry hubby. i don wan hurt u also de.

i really hope tat time can turn back. so tat i wont make the wrong decision the stead with u. i am so silly tat thinking tat u really love mie alot and we wont break.

Mummy! i should have heed ur advice. then i wont get hurt untill so deep. ........

26/08/2009!!!

2009-08-26T21:31:00.003+08:00

Today!!!! during science class, i emo... miss long so good... ask mie i ok annot? izzit quarrel with my bf? no. i did not. i am single!!!! i emo cos today shld be second month de. then cry..... haiz. after tat ok le. then after sch, take lrt... i cry... all the way till i reach compass de kopitiam. tks everyone tat make mie happy and worry abt mie. (: i love u guys! u r my forever friends!!!

Haiz... Xuuen: Everything started to change on 14 august 2009 , Friday, 5.47 afternoon. u're no longer mine anymore. u left my world and my life is really fcking mess without u living in my world. Today is 26/08/2009. which shld be our second month de if u really never leave mie tat day. i really donno wat happen to u on 13 august. ard 5.30 like tat, u sms-ed mie ask mie wat i post on my blog? and i replied nth. then u say just say... then i say really nth. from then on, u started not replying my msg. i tell u sorry already. u still don bother. there's nth more i can do. really.

i am so sad and heartbroken? who noes? perhaps only the god and mie noes. no 1 else noe. u noe tat i really cry out from my heart? fisrt time being so hurt like tat. it seems like my life is ending yea? but, lucky i have my lovely friends. make mie strong! many ppl cheer mie up. but, did i? maybe in front of u'll i have. but inside my heart, i am actually sad... i really cant bear to leave u at all. even now. i have been thinking of u in my heart everyday and those memories we have.

At tampines 1, we walk and slack. i think it's the 1st or 2nd time i go only. till now, i dare not go again. because, tat place have memories of u! 1 saturday, u come to tampines to meet mie. at tampines mall, outside 77th street. i with my classmate cos we buying birthday present for ppl and do class tee...... half-way, we left. we went to the open air place there, we donno stand at the donno wat handrail there, u holded my hands? tat was the very first time we hold hands. but, only awhile... i think...

then we go find ur mum and bro. i donno where to go. then go ur hse. ur mum ask u bring mie ard. then we hold hands there for the second time yea? u took the initiative to hold ya. O.o.... since then, we hold hands while walking. then go slack. then at night go Elais for training. the another place is at E-hub... we got tkd movie tgt.. watched "Harry Potter". u told ur mum tat u wan sit beside mie. then ur mum plan everything . and, after watching, we had our dinner tgt. then ur mum drove us to Elias for training...

this r all the place of the memories tat i have in u... wat abt the messages? got alot of things... i still cant forget at all. not even once. i remembered everything tat u told mie. i think u forget abt today de date le rite? it's not important to u ba? but to mie, it's very important... y am i so stupid? cry for this stupid thing. maybe u at the other side happy, playing, without any feelings... then i over here cry?

do u now tat i try to do things every moment and seconds in order not to think of u... so, these few days, go gym then jogging... although my leg is pain, but i still continue running. this is the only way tat i think of to turture myself. and not to think of u... Hey Boy, once again, i wanna tell u that ILOVEYOU very much! don believe it's ur problem yea.

asking desiree to cheer up. but??? mie??? i cant even cheer up. yet still try my best to cheer her up? ya. cos i don wan my friends and love ones to get hurt by anyone. i rather getting hurt. although it's really hurting. maybe it need time to heal my heart? i dare not accept any relationships anymore. i am just afraid tat i might get hurt again. i am tired... really tired. feel like cutting. but promise alot ppl before cant! so i cant! as to keep my promise (:

today, baobei and twinie wait for mie outside my hse. then i cahnge. then take bus. go hougsng. wait outside twinie hse. then go gym. hahas. so fun! vent all my anger there. then hubby call mie... go hougang stadium. run 2 rounds. with hubby, zhen long xieng hui and zhen yong.. then go hougang mall eat dinner... then take bus with them . i had really a great day with u all. tks ! i love u all!!!!

to mie: girl uh... cheer up !!!!

i am tired liao le... bye...

iloveyou

2009-08-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

hey... i open my blog liao. sorry for putting it private... cos my mum and dad read... then worry abt mie. so i don wan them worry abt mie.
sorry so long never post cos got exam... study alot. now exam over liao, competition coming liao. will be abit busy also. haiz... sadded lor. for desiree also. cheer up sis ya? haiz...

i am wondering whether if ur psle over liao, will u ask mie for patch? or have u long forgotten abt mie already? haiz. nvm. i am so silly yea? still waiting after so long liao? maybe is i love u too much liao? willing to wait? i think, this is the first time i wait for a guy so long. how's ur psle oral? must jyjy wor. as i tell u le. sometimes, i will still dream of u... but i really don wan to dream of u. once i dream of u, i will drop my tears. this is auto 1. i hope tat this will not happen lor.

missing u every moment ....... still unable to forget u... still love u alot. i am really trying very hard to love other guy. but...... it;s freaking hard. those memories r still in my mind and heart. for 1month, 2weeks and 5 days. alot of our memories.... we have been apart for 1week and 1 day le. still not really getting use of not calling u baby. but, i cant...

y this world must have love relationship??? this create alot of hurt for ppl. haiz... maybe i shld stop saying le...
bye...

i love u!

regretted!

2009-08-15T15:20:00.000+08:00

omg! who can help mmie? i need help..... i wanna die!!! only first day without him... how am i going to survive??? i love you. i miss you. i want u. come back to mie. please godd... i wan him!!! i really cant live withhout him. i will die... can u please return him back to mie? i need him alot. i cannot take it anymore......

xuuen, i donno whether u love mie before. but i can tell u tat i love u alot. my life without u really sux. r we able to patch back? i still cant get use to it without calling u baby. seriously. i will keep saying baby, never msg mie. but... my mummy always help mie to correct.

tks mummy. i noe tat u read my blog and u shock. u almost take half day leave come back accompany mie. tks alot. I Love You mummy!!! u r always there for mie. to support mie and everything. tks daddy too. although u read my blog, but u did not tell mie. u tried ur best to help mie and make mie happy.I Love You too daddy!

but, i noe tat u just wan mie to be happy. so, for the sake of mummy and daddy, i will try my best to forget everything and start afresh. but it's hard. i cant forget him. i am missiing him everyday. and i love him alot too! i hope tat we r able to get back together again. i will be waiting for u... really...

maybe i am just stupid to wait? but, for the sake of him, i will do anything. i am willing to do anything for u. once again, allow mie to say it although we break le.
Baby, i love you, i miss you and i want u.

i promise, i am wiling to sacrifice if u r able to come back to mie. (:
lastly, i have to tks the ppl ard mie ask mie to cheer up! and, i will try too!
byes...

Heartbroken.

2009-08-15T10:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday after school, went cp with twinie and desiree. actually wanted to pei desiree go yoshinoya eat de... but then saw yongqing and charles. so we go eat mac. after awhile, sweetheart and her baby come join us also. then after eat, decided to go hougang...

then we take mrt go hougang... go swing. fun!!! all my stress have gone playing the swing. but... i went to 1 place to cry. cos i am hurt... after tat, we walk to hougnag mall. walk walk. then go library. inside the library, i cried sia. wth!!!! tks twinie, sweetheart and benny. hahas. tks for trying ur best to make mie smile...

then benny go buy pants. twinie and mie went ouside the mall. cos i cry again. lol. so many ppl see sia. so ps lor. haiz. then go hougang swing again... then go home...

Boy, i'm totally heartbroken..... although i asked u for break, but, i realised tat i still love u alot and unable to forget abt u... yesterday, i saw u during training.... u and lynette sparring. then u almost fell. but, u manage to balance. but... u kanna kick by her very hard.. i head the sound. and, during the last round, u fell... i was so.... my heart is so pain!.

during training, i wanted to cry out... but, i tahan. cos i don wanna let daddy and mummy see. i don wan u all to worry abt mie. so, untill after the first break, i went all the way to the back and cry out. cos, i cant take it anymore. andy saw. ask mie not to cry le. haiz. how i wish i could.

partner with gavin. also ask mie not to sad. but i cant. almost drop tears again. but, i think again, u already left mie. y i still think of u? then my tears never drop le. but..... when i see u, i cannot take it! i hate the feeling. but, i still have to keep the feeling.... i keep everything in my heart... it's terrible.

okok. end here liao. i don wanna to continue anymore. i will cry!!! bye everyone...
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my love is gone.
my whole life sux.
means i am gone too.
no point continue living on.

Lost in words.

2009-08-13T19:51:00.003+08:00

haix. i totally in a lost liao. wth! i hate my life! Idiot la!!
today go detention. then get to noe tat yesterday is mr muru birthday! Happy Belated Birthday Mr Muru! (: hope u have a wonderful day uh.

then i just get to noe today is laopo birthday! Happy Birthday Laopo! Love u many many ya? (: kk. today not really in the mood to post. sorry ya.

bye~

baby, maybe it's totally my fault alrights? i am sorry. can? i really donno wat to do larhs. i really cant concentrate things lor. i have been doing so many things to let mie not to think of the unhappiness things. but, no matter how hard i tried, i still cant don think. k... i think u should concentrate on ur studies. i am sorry to interrupt u. i will not do tat anymore ya? when u wanna msg mie then do so. i will wait. promise.

I love you!
have nth much else.

hey. i'm tired.

2009-08-12T20:37:00.001+08:00

hey boy, i am tired of it already. really. i feel like giving up now. seriously. u let mie feel the hurt, the bitterness and the sadness. i wanted to tell u how i feel but i donno how to say. perhaps ur study is important to u. but, because of ur study, u neglect mie. how would u feel if i treat u like ho u treat mie? sad rite? sorry dearie, i promise u not to be sad and cry abt this thing, but.... i just cant help myself from dripping tears. seriously.

sometimes, i see ppl at shopping mall, i would ask myself: y am i so useless? y i am in love so much? y must i bother to care whether u got reply mie od bother abt mie? i am tired of it liao. tat time, u everytime never msg mie, but whenever i received ur msg, i would be very happy. i will shout suddenly in front of so many ppl or at shopping mall. i would be so high. even tat day, dearie and desiree was shock tat i shouted like hell in vivo city.. everyone stare at mie. thinking am i crazy?

i don care. i just care abt u. but, now, i am trying to get use of it to adopt tat u never msg mie anymore. i can only go to sleep in order not to cry or think abt it. like tat day, before i go to malaysia, i ask u : u still love mie? and u said yes. how can u prove it? i don wan u to say it blankly. i wan u to show mie. maybe u can say tat i am selfich tat i did not think of u. but... u really care abt mie? i starting to get confuse tat which r the words tat u tell mie is true and which r false? i don wan u to hurt mie.

i donno larhs. today, i ask u : wat if 1 day i ask u for break, wat will u do? then u say u donno. wait till tat day then see. wth. my whole heart is like? wtf . nvm. then u started to reply mie like u hack care like tat. if u really don love mie le or wat, tell mie and ask for break alrights? i rather getting hurt now. see, i started to drop my tears again. i am so hurt!

u noe, i cant forget 1 person yet. bot really totally forget. but starting to. i don wan u to be like him. i don wan to lose u. i really love u alot. i donno wat i will do if i lose u. seriously, my life is like ending like tat u noe? Baby, i don care how others treat mie. but i wan u to treat mie well. ONLY YOU! i tried to laughh. but i cant. i try very very hard already. maybe i should give up?! i donno. it's all up to u now. i'll see how u treat mie. Very DISAPPOINTED!

i wanna tell u .
I LOVE YOU!
how abt u?

I'm back (:

2009-08-11T20:22:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to MeiMei, Mr Tan, Jocelyn, Zen, Singapore and Auntie Chris!

Today, go school. haix. so many things have happen lor. when our class de boy then grow up??? can don be so childish le ma? exam is coming. let's just all be friends alright? after school, meet dearie. then desiree and dearie go meet darren they all. then take cab to compass then go yoshinoya eat, saw charles and yongqing. then slack then i go home liao. kk. i now kinda busy liao . post next time :D

Monday, stay at home. almost rotten man! so bored. haix. been thinking so many things. have been crying and crying . don even noe wat happen lor. then must tks alot ppl. hahas. then ok liao. hahas. then go training at night. very fun!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AUNTIE CHRIS! (:

Sunday, went to malaysia. then go shopping. hahas. spent alot money lor. but happy jiu ok le la (: enjoy the day. but miss baby lots. cant msg him. hiax. then reach home at 11 plus. so tired. then sleep le.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZEN, JOCELYN AND SINGAPORE!! :D

Saturday, meet dearie and desiree at anchorvale cc. then on mie way there, saw benjamin. lols. then went to vivo. shop shop ther then go in to 1 pet shop. the chihuahua very very cute!!! i wan!!! then take mrt home. then 6 plus, went to compass height!!! Happy Birthday meimei! hahas. then went to elias with mummy and didi.

went to coffee shop . celebrate mr tan birthday. hahaas. then elliot tio bully again. then cut cake and eat. hahas. wat a good day i have man.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR TAN AND MEIMEI!!!(:

Friday, wake up at 5.30. then i call twinie. i go do my things then leave hse at 6.25. reach compass at 6.30. waited for ah yi. aiyo ... she so sad lor. shr cried. hahas. managed to cheer her up anyways. (: after tat proceed to yiochukang sports hall. then sing national anthem all ths. started playing games. although we did not win at all matches, but i am very happy! our class work together so well. hahas!

then the 4x100m run, i fell. sorry guys! i don mean it. haix. we lost. but, our class still cheer for us. happy uh!!!(: then release liao, went to amk hub with twinie, desiree and dearie. we go eat mac. then go slack. saw joseph tan, des, louis, qx, sweetie, ai ren and ah girl. awhile only, they left. then mie and twinie left at 4 plus.
reach home, bath le jiu go out. wat a tiring day i have.

Thursday, mie, twinie , desiree , dearie and bryan go hougang. hahas. we go shopping. bought many many thing. then till halfway, desiree went home with her mummy uncle and grandma. left mie, twinie, dearie and brryan. hahas. then we walk to hougang green. after tat like 6, bryan went home then mie, twinie and dearie go esther hse downstair de playgroung slcak. after tat, i go home liao.

kk... shall end liao ler. love everyone uh!(:
i love u baby!